Well, id like to Thank you all so much for your kind words, ive had the thread read to me and ive looked thro it again, it has bought a lump to my throat, your all true gents, it means so much to me, Rachel told me about this thread, i thought she was trying to raise me a little as its been a little hard atm, I am genuinely moved by your kind words
Im home now and feeling a lot better, althou very sore, im still not to sure what happened, ive been told but cant remember, its like ive shut it out, ive been told to take it easy for a few weeks and rest (god ive done nothing but rest for ages now lol) hopefully i will be back hasseling you all very soon for info
the main problem is if i concerntate for to long i get headaches and get tried so you will have a week or so before i start hasseling you all again
I have been genuinely moved by this, your all very kind people, i dont think im a member on a forum, i feel im a member of a family, THANK YOU SO MUCH