Over a year late, but I'm here.
Didn't know I was such a controversial figure (ok ok I lied, I do know)
How does it feel to go from 2nd into 1st and breaking your car. I still can't describe it, you just think "f*ck", but at the same time I told myself, things in life could be a hell of a lot worse, so not a big deal. Anything you break can be fixed.
Hope that satisfies peoples curiosities, even if it is over a year later ;)