thanks guys, especially mc and rr,,, yes I was up for a bit of finger pointing by putting my incident up on the forum but after that happening I fealt it was only right to be honest.
tbh it wasn't really dark, was around 4pm so just getting dull and the car coming the other way did not have his lights on just his flashing,,, incidentally my lights where on as they where set to auto.
nice words from you guys so many many thanks.
if I had bought a micra or something or even been in my old mk4 gti I would have been unable to pass there but tbh I thought it was perfectly safe,,,, as you say guys over familiarisation of the road, darkish, rainish, tractor, also was only half a mile from jet washing my car and the tractor was throwing up muck so that prob influenced me as well.
I really should have braked and pulled behind but my instant thought was that I already had a car close to my behind before I overtook and no doubt when I moved away he would pull into my space behind the tractor so if I braked and went back the space may not have been there and I remember he also had cars behind him so that could have been drastic,,, I would have to have side swiped him off the road.
all that flashed through my mind in about half a second as it does so hence why I floored it,,, if it wasn't for the gti power it would have been a diff story.
other thing was it was my 40th yesterday as well,,, getting old I know,,, not as old as rr though
anyway lesson learned, and tbh this will change my driving for good as red robin says
thanks for your niceness guys